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  1. Journal Description

    It's got to be now, today. I
    Can't fathom living as a heroin user forever. I'm done and pray I'm right. It's been over 10 years with 2 years clean between somewhere in that time. I'm trying again to get away from this awful drug which has drowned out everything that ever made me me.
    Let's hope this gets further but here's my best intentions... day one. Used a half last night. Feel fine now. I have work Monday I'm hoping I'll make it.
    (On methadone 40mg for years that's all I'll be using and occasional Valium and weed during the detox time)

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    The secret junkie creating a "Bella figura" to the world acting like I've got it all together but it's totally not true.