How I usually want to quit and how I allways relapse.
And whining and loads of dramatic stuff between.
Sounds ironically, but basically this pritty much sums it up.
I have tried to quit many times, but it is without success. Maybe because I am not sure if I want it. I have just lost any illusions about it.Seems like that when I will finnally quit forever, I will be one of those people who suddenly do it in their fifties and never touch drugs again.My major success is being clean for a year.And this was even not because I myself wanted it, but I had to.
But I still can allways give quitting a try.Even if it is pointless.Sometimes even a small break is a success and at least helps to improve health.
So, there will be my useless ramblings when trying to quit and most likely having a relapse.And over and over again.
So- wellcome to my nightmare!
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