I will be quitting heroin. I have been using for about 7 months now. I have used in the past for 10 years, then quit for about 10 years. I have been posting bullshit journals on here for about a month, and not been putting the right amount of effort. I will be posting many journals of my hellish journey thru this starting tomorrow morning. This shall be the real deal. I'm about to lose the person I love and also I am about to lose myself. I do not want that to happen. I have a bright future but am not infected by this drug. I've always have mental health issues but have not always been self medicating with heroin. My mental health problems have mostly revolved around social anxiety and depression, stemming from a shitty childhood and young adulthood. The entries might be brief at some moments, but I will do my best to be as detailed and authentic as possible. Why am I doing this? In the hope that it will help me get support, and also in the hope that it might encourage others to do the same, and to succeed at beating this devastating habit. I don't quite know what to expect as the product I have been using has changed quite a bit since I have last withdrew. I do however still expect to be sick and have crushing artificial depression. Stay tuned.
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