Today i have decided to start this journal because its the best thing to when life gets you down.
my life has been so chaotic lately i dont even know where to start.
about 6 weeks ago my ex husband was arrested, since then i quit drinking caffeine soda, must have lost 15 pounds.
At the same time, i quit taking tramadol for fibromyalgia, must have lost a good 10 pounds with that.
so all in the same month i had no income, no husband, about lost my children over his drunken behaviors, and quit several bad habits.
now, i am going to tackle the worst one of all, those fucking cigarettes.been smoking them since i was around 8 years old, enough is enough.
its a damn tough addiction, but, when you are waiting on child support for your only source of income, its the right thing to do.
i still have my ecig, which will save me loads of not only money, but my lung and throat health to.
menthols are killers, i feel it in my throat every single day, i have got to stop.
so, as of now, im about out, and i am vowing not to buy another single pack!
lifes a bitch sometimes, but, sometimes tough changes have great outcomes.
i look forward to the challenge, kind of
to anyone else who hates their cigarette addiction, you can do it..
if it wasnt for my closest friends hooking me up with marijuana as i go threw all this, i would be flesh and bone. so, i will not even comment on my marijuana addiction at this point.
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