have been using fent IV in east coast Lawrence MA area been doing at least a half to 2 or more gs a day. it's been 48 hours since last shot, a...
I would rather go through the physical withdrawal 100 times, then deal with the depression that come afterwards. I thought I had a plan, but it...
I have a new friend. It's sugar-free Jello. It has a variety of unhealthy chemicals and 5 calories. The slippery, slimy stuff slides down the...
The title sums things up. I have to have foot surgery again. It is going to be interesting to do that without the Fentanyl. I won't go back on it,...
In December 2016, my family was able to get together for the holidays. One of my daughters is a nurse and decided to sneak into my medicine box to...
Well, the title says it all. I'm 20 days clean. Think I may even go to a meeting in a couple weeks and get a 30 day clean token. I don't really...
Bravo to me for sleeping through the night and not waking up shaky or sweaty, just sneezy. Still feeling kind of the same, though. Wanting to get...
I have legitimate pain issues, so docs prescribed pain medicine in increasingly higher doses. The drugs work on the pain, but they have also made...
I'm in a lot of pain today so it's going to be really hard to get through this day without getting high. Mentally, I feel better, Realized I had...
I had been clean since NYE '17. My problem is fentanyl and heroin. I had about a gram a day furanyl fentanyl habit and a gram every few day heroin...
I've been using fentanyl consistently for the past three or so months now and i feel like I'm drowning. I am suffering from a deep depression, my...
Currently in the midst of benzo withdrawal hell. Stopped taking 4mg Diladid and 2mg clonazapam on 3/12/16. Went from 100mcg to 75mcg of Fentynal...
I just relapsed last night. I am so mad at myself. Idk if I can do it on my own. I don't think I'm strong enough.. Has anyone quit cold turkey and...
I've been doing fentanyl for a year and a half. A little used to go a long way and the money used to be worth it. But no I can stick a whole...
[ATTACH]It’s 50 times stronger than heroin. So potent, three grains are lethal to an adult. First synthesized in the 1960s, it’s been used to...
[ATTACH] I figured that a Journal would be good for me and help me to keep track of my usage and how well I'm doing. . . or not - so here goes!...
Hey guys hope my experince either helps you or you could gibe me some advice on some things first of all im 23 years old ive had an addiction to...
Over a year and a half I had 3 knee surgeries and was prescribed percs and Lower dose oxys but 8 months Ago got cut off from doc. Obviously at...
Ya know what, Bumble, your right, but I don't know how to do that very well. I am learning. Its been a weird day. I had a date today with a guy...
Hi guys! Thank you so much for your great words of encouragement. They mean so much to me. Sorry I haven't been posting quite as much, the...
