I took a journey to the edge of the universe last night with his good friend Lucy. It was my first time with LSD, but surely not his first experience with hallucinogens. 1930 - SWIM ingests three hits of white blotter paper claimed to have LSD on them. 2000 - SWIM can tell that he has good acid and begins to see beginnings of a trip. I am watching TV, but becomes restless and decides to venture into the backyard where the sun is setting. SWIM watches the sun set and gazes at the sky for awhile. He is captured by any little thing and has great feelings of warmth and belonging. 2130 - Trip going very strongly with extremely intense feelings of inner essence and a feeling that I have somehow finally understood what it is to be a Human. 2135 - I get a phone call from his parents, who are out of town, in which SWIM almost panics. He realizes how much the acid has a hold of his actions now and scrambles to lock the house down. This is when SWIM sees how easily a head full of LSD can head you straight into trouble. 2150 - SWIM manages to calm down and checks and rechecks every lock in the house. SWIM becomes very paranoid and has some slight nausea. SWIM tries to regain his composure and decides to step back and take things one step at a time. His heart is pounding and his hands became clammy, but he is able to regain his thinking process. 2200 - 0100 - I am merged into his bed with his ipod on. Kyuss - Space Cadet plays and I have feelings of the music being carved and picked from his very body as if he were the guitar. It is difficult to describe the actual feelings here. 0130 - 0400 - SWIM begins having feelings of complete confusion where He cannot seem to understand what is happening. This thought plagues his mind for many hours in which he starts getting in loops of thinking. I have feelings of intense fear and anxiety. SWIM sits in a lovesac and thinks about many different things. He eventually works through these thoughts and finds many things out about himself and what he is doing. Many interestings manifestations of thinking resulted during this period. There were points of betrayal, epiphany and euphoria. The trips is lightening now so SWIM lays in bed listening to Incubus and Led Zeppelin. 0400 - 0730 - The trip is over and SWIM watches the sun come up. He makes himself some breakfast and braves for a long day of tired trudging... all worth it to have a head full of acid.