After searching the web and finding next to nothing, I decided to write a report on the combo of provigil (modafinil) and dxm. I took some pseudoephedrine as well, but it was pretty much out of my system. This is all i took: Provigil: 300mgs, 3:15 pm Pseudoephedrine: (unknown amount) 3:30 pm DXM: 354mgs 8:00 pm Current time: 8:20 A little back story until it kicks in-I’m 21 years old, bipolar, ocd, and drug addicted. I had been sober from my drug of choice, DXM, since jan 18 2018 but a craving the size of hell overcame me and I succumbed. I am also an amphetamine addict, but i have that more under control. I am on a plethora of psychotropic meds, and wish to not list all of them because it would take too much time. I am quiet experienced with dxm, going to places somewhere around the 4th plateau before, having out-of-body experiences; the whole shebang. I know the effects will take 1-3 hrs to set in (It’s hard to say because gabapentin makes the come up unbearable long, and I took it this morning). I know this dose will land me in the 2nd plateau, and while not happy about that, I have to deal with it. I fucked up, I don’t want to fuck up and possibly get caught because of no tolerance (I still live at home). It’s also expensive… 8 bucks a bottle. That’s the price at the gas station. The cheap shit is like a 30 min walk there and back and I’m not about to go in the cold, rainy night to get high. I’m not that desperate lol. Current time: 8:30 I’m going to go on Erowid. Will report back later Current time: 8:45 My body is feeling a little warm. I feel… something… entering my psyche. Could be placebo. Hard to say. Current time: 9:01 Wow, this is hitting sooner than expected. My neck is a little tingly and numb, and I have slight tracers. I stood up and got that familiar “hovering” feeling, but more dizzy. Also more in control. My head is getting lighter and lighter, i forgot about this, i missed this, my fingers are flying, I want MORE, I love this, oh god, what have I done… Current time: 9:06 getting CEVs of my mobile DAW (recording program) I downloaded today -9:08 my whole body is tingling… I’m so calm, so at peace… my head is heavy, bobbing around on my neck, which is becoming more and more numb. -9:14 I feel like my lower half is paralyzed… I like it. This feels like the first time I dexed, minus the confusion. I think the fact that I was just prescribed luvox (an ssri for OCD [yes, I know it’s stupid to do dxm on an ssri, but i don’t care honestly. I was on Celexa and tripped for months with no problem]) may have somehow made me more susceptible to the effects of dxm. Or it’s the provigil. Idk, all i know is that it feels goooooooood -9:27 Bathroom break. Physically I feel a little drunk. Mentally and emotionally I feel great. At one with everything. Music is enhanced. And, as strange as it may seem, my ocd is a little better. I’m not praying or counting. Of course I still have the occasional “Just Right” compulsion, but overall I feel… Normal, in that aspect. I wish i could always stay like this… And the cycle begins… Hopefully I stop it before it gets too bad. -9:34 I feel very short when I stand for some odd reason Current time: 9:55 I bought another bottle at 9:45… I knew this would happen. People say redosing doesn’t work, it does for me. Will check in later Current time 10:20 pm Still feeling around 2nd plateau. Time dilation. Very aware of my surroundings, yet still “trippy” feeling. Going to enjoy CEVs. Maybe try i-doser for shits n giggles lol -10:30 My chest hurts. My pulse is 116 bpm. Normally it is around 85-90. I am ok with this. My lips are going numb. I can feel my eyes bulging out of my head. It is coming. I am going to meditate. -10:32 my vision is getting choppy, my skin is tingling, but my mind is still clear. Strange -10:39 I understand what it means to be anesthetized. I am so, so numb. The pain in my back-totally gone. My entire face is numb. The cut OH MY GOD I JUST HAD THE SCARIEST TACTILE HALLUCINATION. I was sitting and then it felt like some just shook the pillow really hard… now it’s getting a littlee cold in here… i really hope i didn’t bring somethingg into my room… It’s currently 10:44pm. I am going to use some smokeless tobacco. Also, i brushed my teeth earlier and cut my gums due to ocd. I feel no pain currently. Damn its 10:56 already? I’m pretty high, my stereoscopic vision is on the verge of straight and shot. I can still think clearly though. This is interesting. -11:04 looking at things up close, my stereoscopic vision is shot, but far away it’s fine… weird. I’m gonna try dxm i-doser -11:14 I am so far gone… Holy shit. My whole body is buzzing and numb, and I'm just so calm. I traveled thru space during my session… It was great. I-Oh fuck, I just got over run by anesthesia. My vision is shot, but oddly enough the words actually pop out so i can type them -11:19 I realize i am not wearing headphones and promptly put them on 11:26 …I’m so high….vLefrt hand is geeking out. Remember to stretch it out -11:30 bpm 110 11:40 i just reLIZED I TOOK 300 mgs of modafinil in the morning 11:41 stereoscopic vision gone thank god for auto correct squinting like mad 11:56 Calmin down a bit, going to do more I doser (I like meditation) 12:07 Wow, I felt like I was on whippets I stopped writing after this. Honestly, this was a great experience! Probably not the best thing for your heart. but in moderation i most def recommend this combo. It brings the magic back. Thanks for reading!