it seems like there's no one on here who talks about having an adderall addiction...with that begins aid I'm pretty sure that I have some form of it and since I'm trying to quit and I'm definently going without right now I'm having these major withdrawals that are kicking my ass. I've been having a deep rooted affair with my beloved addy for a while and quickly moved from recreational use to an addiction based use and have a major problem with it every day. All I want to do is use and quitting seems almost impossible. My current state of withdrawal has me like a zombie, headaches, puking, almost constantly sleeping or being tired, lack of motivation and energy, fever, being angry and snappish, and lack of any other emotion. I know and want to I quit my use and like I said I am trying to but I feel like I'm dying and it doesn't help that I have absolutely no support system and the only people that know about my addiction are the people I buy from and I'm very afraid of letting people that I know into my world to even ask for help and I have little motivation other than to do this for my mom who passed away when I was eight. I eNt to become her hero and do what she couldn't do. So It'd be really helpful if anyone would be willing to share motivation stories or advice and anything about how to deal withdrawals would be helpful as well. Thanks in advance.