Amphetamine 60mg. Tablets + 60mg. Temazepam 9:05: I have two 30 mg. orange amphetamine tablets. The exact amphetamine is named Adderall. They are tablets, not capules, which means they are not Adderall XR, therefore no crushing is needed to be down since they are basically in powder form. SWIM just took the first 30mg., SWIM administrated it orally, placing it under my tongue to absorb as quickly as possible, and took a sip of water after she felt like it had all been absorbed. SWIM repeated the same process with the next 30mg tablet. It has been anywhere from 1 to 2 weeks, since I have had her last dosage of Adderall. As of right now, I feel as if she totally forgets the euphoria and stimulating feelings, that Adderall gives off. SWIM asks herself, "Am I really going to feel any better than I do right now, how could I?". SWIM always seem to ask herself that question, because it seems too impossible to feel any better than "base-line", yet she knows that she also always ends up feeling great. 9:15: I don't feel too much yet, but can say shes feel something. It’s almost as if SWIM can feel the stimulation starting in her legs. But, no signs of extreme euphoria quite yet. 9:25: SWIM can defiantly start to feel it, yes...defiantly. She can feel her mood enhancing, her concentration is becoming much stronger, the need to write, socialize, and express are also rising. Soon enough, She’ll be flyin’ high. 9:40: SWIM's first thought for this update is, "The time is flying by!". I feel great. She is stimulated through-out her whole body and her mind is starting to wonder off into euphoria land. When I say that she's stimulated, she mean that she has a body high and a mental high. Here is the exact definitions of the word stimulation, given straight from a dictionary, let's see how closely SWIM can relate herself. Stimulation: 1.To rouse to activity or heightened action, as by spurring or goading; excite. 2.To increase temporarily the activity of a body, organ, or part. 3.To excite or invigorate (a person, for example) with a stimulant. I would have to say that she remotes the most with the 3, since she is excited/invigorate by a stimulant drug, but also defiantly to both 1 and 2. The feeling is amazing, SWIM wishs she could wake up feeling this good and motivated every morning! Other than all of that, she's feeling really horny right now. I find that once she starts thinking about something sexual, she can’t get it out of her mind when she's on Adderall. SWIM guesses times like this, it’s fun to be on Adderall, alone... 11:00: SWIM can’t believe it’s been almost one and a half hours, since she's last reported. It seems like it’s been no more than 25 minutes. This is proving how time goes by quickly while under the influence of Amphetamine. This usually happens with all amphetamine, such as meth-amphetamine and also Methylphenidate. SWIM wonders why? I am going to search for something on this, while she is still very concentrated on this question...She hasn't found the exact reason why, yet. But I did find this interesting article, that she will list below: MK-801 does not prevent acute stimulatory effects of amphetamine or cocaine on locomotor activity or extracellular dopamine levels in rat nucleus accumbens. Department of Neuroscience, Finch University of Health Sciences, Chicago Medical School, IL 60064. Recent work has shown that the development of behavioral sensitization to cocaine, amphetamine, and morphine is prevented by coadministration of N-methyl-D-aspartate (NMDA) antagonists such as MK-801. This suggests that NMDA receptors mediate long-term changes in neuronal responsiveness essential for the development of behavioral sensitization, similar to their role in other forms of neuronal plasticity. However, other studies, suggesting that NMDA receptor antagonists interfere with acute behavioral effects of psychomotor stimulants, call this interpretation into question and suggest that the ability of NMDA antagonists to prevent sensitization may reflect blockade of the acute effects of psychomotor stimulants. To examine this issue, behavioral and microdialysis studies assessed the effect of pretreatment with 0.1 mg/kg MK-801 on the ability of amphetamine and cocaine to stimulate locomotor activity and elevate extracellular dopamine (DA) levels in nucleus accumbens; this dose of MK-801 prevents sensitization when coadministered repeatedly with these stimulants. MK-801 pretreatment enhanced amphetamine-stimulated horizontal locomotion and stereotyped behavior. MK-801 pretreatment produced a modest attenuation of cocaine-stimulated horizontal locomotion, which may have reflected enhancement by MK-801 of certain components of cocaine-stimulated stereotypy. There was no effect of MK-801 pretreatment on the ability of amphetamine or cocaine to elevate extracellular DA levels in nucleus accumbens. These results suggest that the acute effects of cocaine and amphetamine on locomotor activity and extracellular DA levels are not prevented by MK-801, and that MK-801 must act through other mechanisms to prevent the development of behavioral sensitization. ...I found that to be an informative article. For those of you who read that and don’t know what exactly MK-801 is, let's explain. MK-801 is also known as Dizocilpine and is a non-competitive N-methyl-D-aspartate Antagonist (NMDA) receptor antagonist. It binds inside the ion channel of the receptor and therefore prevents the flow of calcium ions through the channel. Now, back on to topic of SWIM's experience, she's still feeling higher than ‘base-line’ and should be feeling this way for anywhere to about 4 to 6 more hours! I have became use to come-down effects and they don’t bother her as much as they use too. During SWIM's first experiences with abusing Adderall, which was about 2 years ago, she had horrible comedowns. If she was around people, she would do anything to find a way to be alone. I even remembers after her third experience, while she was coming down she started crying. I had no reason to cry, nothing to cry about expect how she felt, but it was her fault for taking the drug in the first place. I have grown to learn how to cope with all comedowns, including all of her drugs-of-choice. Once you realize that you have to go down as high as you went up, you start to realize, that you really have nothing to complain about so just make the best of it. SWIM tends to try to stay alone when she's coming down, she becomes anti-social and less talkative than before, so just being alone and trying to rest my eyes, or get some food down, or taking a warm bath helps her cope. 12:55 AM: As I said in the last entry, time keeps on flying by. She wishes it would feel like it was going slower because she doesn't want this feeling to end. SWIM still has a few more hours until she has anything to worry about, come-down wise. It has been awhile since SWIM's last Adderall experience before this one. During her last experience, she took a total of 100mg, which is a pretty high dosage for herself, after not using for awhile. SWIM noticed that tonight after taking only 60mg’s, she feels as good as she did when she took the 100mg’s. I should defiantly note that the 100 mg’s came in 10 of the 10mg’s Adderall XR capsules. She dumped each off the capsules out so she had all of the beads into a cup and she crushed the beads up as good as she could. This, might be by I feel as good as she did when she took 100mg last time...maybe she lost a few beads while crushing or maybe she didn’t crush the beads well enough. 1:15 AM: I am still feeling stimulated, and she is also still feeling really horny. SWIM just took a shower, this has been the first time she's taken a shower while in the middle of an Adderall high, she usually waits until mid-comedown. The warm water felt extremely good on her skin, her skin feels extra sensitive, so using soap and shower lotion made SWIM's whole body tingle. I said that it felt amazing, and she can only imagine how fun and how good it would feel for two people to be in the shower rubbing against each other...I have never had the chance to ‘mess around’ while under the influence of amphetamines, but she bets it’s as good as people say, or better. SWIM's friend once said that while he was on Adderall, that he would not only become horny, he would also become horny for people of any gender. Well, I didn’t use to agree on this, but does now, defiantly. As SWIM LimeWire's porn, she can masterbate and orgasm multiple times, thanks Adderall for expanding SWIM's sexual climax while on Adderall, haha. 2:00 A.M. SWIM still feels good, she's been writing all night long. Even though she doesn't feel any bad effects yet, she has prepared herself for her come-down. By that, SWIM means she has two 15mg. Temazepam. Temazepam is a benzodiazepine prescribed to patients for Insomnia, it has also been prescribed for Restless Leg Syndrom. Since this drug is helped to decrease restless sleeping, it should defiantly help with relaxing SWIM's muscles, and making her more comfortable and hopefully, making it easier to get some sleep when the time rolls around. 4:35 A.M. A few hours have past since SWIM last updated, right now she's feeling alright, although she felt a little better ealier. I felt the comedown effects start to arrive about 20 minutes ago. She has taken one of the 15mg Temazepam and is swallowing the other capsule right now. She was going to try to administrate the temazepam rectally, but I have only read about it and never actually tried it herself, so she wasn’t sure exactly how to do it and SWIM defiantly didn’t want to waste them so she just took them orally. I will write once she starts feeling anything new. 5:30 A.M. I could feel the temazepam kick in at 5:00. She felt it the strongest at about 5:15-5:20. It is defiantly helping SWIM's muscles relax. I don't feel sleepy and doubts that she could fall asleep, but this has been one of the easiest comedowns I have ever experienced. This was a good night and a good experience for SWIM. Overview of SWIM's experience: Drugs Taken: 60mg’s of Adderall + 30mg of Temazepam Setting: In SWIM's room, alone. Time effects were gone: At 6 o’clock A.M. I was feeling a little sleepy and restless. Her muscles felt relaxed from the Temazepam. She felt cravings for more Adderall, but knew she couldn’t get more so she tried to take her mind off it as much as possible. Overall conclusion: I would say it was a very euphoric, stimulanting, fun, and interesting experience. SWIM hardly ever does Adderall alone, so this was a good experience for her. She enjoyed every minute of it. From this experience, I found out that a benzodiazepine would always be handy to have when coming down. It helps ease the mind and the body. It relaxed all of SWIM's muscles and makes resting/sleeping seem like not such a big task!