Always depressed on salvia divinorum

Discussion in 'Salvia divinorum' started by Qish, Feb 20, 2005.

  1. Qish

    Qish Silver Member

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    Jan 4, 2005
    63 y/o
    i smoked a 15x salvia extract 3 times,

    the first time i didnt really know what to expect having done little research on it beforehand.

    i just felt like a big lumbering towering bag of meat on sticks,
    carelessly falling around. this thought though was completly epic and
    overwhelming, this unpleasant thought about my self.

    the second time my skin became erally sensitive it seemed, and
    everything i saw seemed to warp into my underarms which where burning
    really badly, i ended up watching tv because tv was the only thing that
    seemed to be running in a normal speed, everything else was slow.

    the third time i started to get up and seemed confuse, my sitter held
    my arm and just lightly pulled me back down, this was like the entire
    trip. just the act of being pulled, it felt terrible, i forgot about
    everything else in life, it was like i wasnt even alive, i was just the
    feeling of pain, trying to get away, it was like the only thing in the
    world that existed was the emotion of pulling away and being trapped.

    it was so epic though, it was like this emotion lasted years and when i
    started to come down i felt like i had aged years in the last few
    minutes. it took me a long time to get back to normal.

    my dad (hes my sitter, yeah we do drugs together) has had a great time
    with it, he saying its similar to dmt (which i havent tried)
  2. William_Again

    William_Again Gold Member

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    Jan 27, 2005
    from U.S.A.
    I don't really get depressed on salvia, just paranoid and spaced out,
    but it is mind bending so it is bound to mess with your emotions and
    yeah it sucks if you feel scared or depressed on salvia cause salvia
    seems to last forever when its only like 15 minutes (thats one of the
    conforts I take with salvia cause I know eventually it will end)...the
    hit and miss aspect of salvia (will iget paranoid or depressed or will
    it be awesome) is why I have stopped smoking it.
  3. AdrenalineJunki

    AdrenalineJunki Silver Member

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    Jan 16, 2005
    from U.S.A.
    I usuallt dont understand emotions while in salvia space..... just a blank loss of ego
  4. BeetleJuice

    BeetleJuice Silver Member

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    Feb 11, 2005
    33 y/o
    Hmm,iv only recentlystartedsmoking Salvia leaves and im usually really kinda scared about tripping out too much but 10 sec after the first hit my fear always goes away. saying that iv never reached a fully intence trip but the weird head spaceandgravity is kinda cool,

    (reminds me of nightmare on elm st when people fall asleep how they always fall backwards into the couch n appear in their dreams)

    Kinda weird but great.
  5. Doors1024

    Doors1024 Newbie

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    Jan 26, 2005
    I havent had a bad trip yet, even tho this one asshole of a person put
    his hands around my neck and started shaking my head while i was
    going..the kid didnt know how seriusly my trip could have went bad..but
    still not going to do it again with him around...So the both times I
    did salvia, I couldnt stop laughing I pretty much laughed at everything
    i saw in my room, lol. Most the time I was spacing out..and
    looking at the sphere that was on the wall, lol, but my sitter said
    that i was laughing like i just saw the funniest thing in the world,