swim just smoked the spice for the first time(eyballed dose).Swim now regrets being a fool and not making sure it wasn't too much. he was not prepared, honeslty was the most frightening thing I has ever been through. after the first hit I was smothered in fear of poisoning himself, grabed the nearest thing he could and drank it. swamped in visuals if I didn't think he was going to die he would have definatly enjoyed it. al he could think of was "what have i done" and when is this gonna end. honestly never felt like that before, he almost screamed out for his mother. I didn't break through into another relm but this may be down to swim trying desperatly to shut it out and pray he was gonna live. if this wasn't enough to break through then I feel maybe breaking through is not a good idea. how can you try to make it more pleasurable? I have been punished for his lack of respect and has been left severly shaken and also feels very stupid. I will try again but after a long time. give maximum repect for this drug!