Swim will no longer take Research Chemicals until he can truly be sure what it is. That means getting a degree in organic chemistry. Having a lab and the know-how to test 'mail order' chemicals for himself by means other that tasting it. Swim came to this conclusion during a frightening dream. It was in this dream that swim realized that perhaps there are people selling chemicals for reasons other than making money. Some crack-pot chemist that wants to test out his newest reaction on some unsuspecting guinea pigs with credit cards in hand. This chemist had an idea to creat a super molecule that would be the most mentally addictive drug ever created. One that could turn people into chemical slaves. Make them obsesse obout taking more, getting more, taking more, getting more.... Inspired by Shulgin this mad ego-driven chemist creats new chemicals every day. "Will this new chemical do what I want it to? Lets find out! There must be some fool who wants some 2c-i, or so he thinks... oops... back to the drawing board" I have decided that the risks out weigh the return. I urge all of you to take stock of yourself and ask yourself the same questions. Why do I do this? What am I trying to achieve? Am I achiving my goals? Is this safe? Does my happiness depend on chemicals? Have I changed since I started? Is this change positive? I have no regrets. I feel that I have been showed something very beautiful. I know there is MUCH more out there than my 5 senses can detect because of the experiences I have had. Its time to take all of this into the future. Make these experiences serve me and the rest of humanity positivly. I feel that doors have been opened, and now its time to stop looking into open doorways and walk through one.