first ketamine experience

Discussion in 'Ketamine' started by variation, Feb 5, 2005.

  1. variation

    variation Newbie

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    dosed an unknown quantity, was very stressed out and got off work, I
    trusted my brother, who is intelligent, and has my respect, to lay me
    out lines in reasonable dosages, I told him I wanted to be on a
    higher-end effects, so I took 2 of what I were told large lines

    went up easy, however drips are different and unlike any other type of
    drug I've used... others often sometimes burn, and have a terrible
    taste, but ketamine was sort of like burning-hot shap peices of glass
    sliding down my throat... quite displeasing... but manageable and well
    worth it, the effects are very interesting, I get a general fantastic
    body feeling, movement seems more fluid-like and dancing comes very
    easily and you can really feel and almost become part of the beat (if
    that doesn't sound too rediculous) I become very analytical of
    everything and had a propensity to use a lot of hand guesture and
    facial expression, I find I am becoming much more this way naturally as
    well with continued use of 4-methyl-aminorex... my brother says my
    personality has changed very much within the past month or two, but he
    does agree that it's more of like my 'inner inhibited side, so I am
    just much more expressive of my thoughts, which some people find
    interesting and really enjoy... others find weird and sometimes are
    even scared, thought it does help to make interesting conversation with
    people, and really understand others... however... not to trail off..
    ketamine sometimes make me put extended thought into not relatively
    important thoughts... while interesting, not very constructive if you
    have something in particular to think about... over all, I would use
    this drug preferentially in a free evening or social situation... for
    purpose of perhaps getting other insight or understanding of thoughts
    and emotions and how others interact with them... and not for a
    working or serious decision making periods... however they may offer
    some good ideas in the way of decision making, nothing final should be
    determined in such a state/ the situation should be examined in a
    number of altered states... including "normal" state to assess the
    series of formed ideas in order to adequately make a decision as to
    which could be the best.
     
  2. The One

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    If you want to see the best that K has to offer. IM 100mg some laying down/meditating/in a bath. Relax, let go & see what it has to offer.

    I like ketamine a lot, however I don't really think it is a good thing to take at a nightclub. Can be fantastic for meditating - or producing a lucid dreaming state for people like me who (depite *much* trying) are unable to reach a lucid dreaming state naturally.

    Don't believe everything that is revealed to you however. The infamous "repeated use trap" lays ahead for those who buy into it's meglomaniacal leadings. You are not god, nor the centre of all existence, nor are you "The One" (I tend to experience Matrix-like archetype's on k, hence 'the one' as my pseudonym).
     
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    if you are tasting a lot of it in your throat, then the powder is not
    fine enough, or something else is wrong. You do NOT want it to go into
    your stomach, rather, you want it into your bloodstream.
     
  4. Peyote

    Peyote Gold Member

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    DO NOT GO IN A BATH WITH KETAMINE...Very dangerous
     
  5. enquirewithin

    enquirewithin Gold Member

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    Yeah-- John Lilly nearly drowned and D.M. Turner who wrote 'The
    Essential Psychedelics Guide" was found dead in his bathtub with a
    phial of ketatmine next to him. Apparently he slipped under the
    water....
     
  6. The One

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    Should've written shallow bath or sensory deprivation tank (saturated with magnesium sulphate so you float) :)
     
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    Has anyone had experience with IM administration of 'street' ketamine powder? Pollutants might be a problem.
     
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    I doubt it would be that much of a problem because street ketamine isn't really manufactured illicitly; it's siphoned off from legitimate uses
     
  9. Diego

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    It's hard to explain all the effects, thougths and feelings with K.


    I've been in the matrix world, I've seen the energy. I've been deaf for minutes with K and the music sounded horrible; I've enjoyed the music and hallucinations moving together with the music; moving my body and dancing was incredible, I was able to make movements I wasn't aware I could make; easy to follow the music.


    There are "realities" opening constantly and closing the one previuos to them, not finishing to understand this new reality I'm in, and it changes. I've met entities, I've been in places, I've said things, talked to "them", I've been in altered states, but I forget most of the experience, but whenever I take K againI return to all this things, and I remember and understand what I've forgotten.


    Tripping in K I've "undestood" this existence, andI understood the universe and its reasons. It's like being on backstage of life, able to supervise the reality, the universe, something like having the "eye of god" (careful!! we're not God, I know this). It's like jumping from being an unconsious role player in a play (your life) to be the director of the play, or one consious spectator.


    Many of this things I forget, but when I'm back in K I remember, I have the feeling I've been there before, I get greetings from these parallel realities.


    I've receive invitations from them, entities, to join them in their meetings, to enter certain spaces, but I always keep aside.


    K is not brilliant, it's not happy. K is spiritual, dark, reveling. K can be frightening.


    Since K I'm convinced there is life after death, there is such thing as a soul and spirit.


    In lower doses K makes the effects of other drugs stronger or longer lasting. Easier to get in touch with others, talkative.


    It inhibits certain moral restrictions, it gives you a point of view without these restrictions that the society programmed in your mind. Be careful, you could agree on things that normally you wouldn´t, since the morals in you are not the same as usual.


    K is awsome.