Hey there. It was about 5 months ago that I tried GBL first time and oh man how I fell in love with it instantly. I took it daily and pretty soon to sleep too. After about a month I realised I was really physically addicted too. For few monthsI tried to take less and less but got nowhere until it got to the point I needed some sleeping medicine from a doctor and after that a sleeping medicine which acts also as a SSRI antidepressant. And I still had to take GHB. Then It just got sick and I had to go to a kind a "rehab". I only spent a night there and was somehow ok next day and threw away my remaining GHB. About a week after that I thought to myself that my tolerance must now be pretty much the same that it was in the beginning and I would use it wisely this time. But bullshit.. My tolerance was nowhere near the same it wasin the beginning and the same cyclye happened in about 3 weeks.I was sent to hospital from work because I was falling asleep on my feet. And btwduring my whole experience the effect of one dose got very very different.The sleep effect wasn´t atall so effective and I could barely sleep at all. And sometimes efedrine and caffein would make me tiredor calm instead of alert.Everything went reallyweird. And I did use about a month some kind of sleeping pill that was similiar to benzodiapines. I noticed that changed something. And the SSRI medicine made everything totally crazy. Now I have been without G for maybe 8 days. But I´ve had some benzos to help. And drinking a little too. NowI just ordered the book GHB - The natural mood enhancer. Maybe it will show me the way how to take it wisely. All I know that the first month when I took it constantly was the best time of my life.And thesedays today are just miserable. Thereis a hole in my soul like they say. I was just wondering how long must I wait here that my body gets back to normal and the tolerance. I took both GBL and GHB but more GBL. The addiction is a very real thing.. even though I at least want to be on GHB´s side. But I wonder can I ever use it wisely. Because right after my first shot of GBL I felt great. But as soon as the effect was over I was longing for it again. You people who use it wisely is it just constant ups and downs? Or does GHB affect positively even after the immidiate effect is gone? I´m not sure will I ever start to use GHB again.I would really like to but I need to know if I can do it wisely. I use alcohol too from time to time and efedrine and coffein before working out and partying. But GHB is the thing that I miss right now so much. Thank you and .. bless yourselves.