Well a few months back i did what I thought was acid. But it turned out to be 25I. Ever since Ive done it I just have not been the same. I'm not the same emotionally and mentally. The weeks after I did it I still felt brain dead and depressed. Even now i just feel like an empty shell of what i used to be. Every time i look in the mirror now i dont even know who I'm looking at. Its like I'm a completely different person. My entire personality has changed and life seemed to have lost its spark. Every night when i go to bed i lay and hope that i wake up as my old self but it never happens. Im not as bad as i used to be but im still not the same. Most days I cant cope and i have to get somewhere alone like a bathroom or my bedroom and just breakdown and cry because i cant handle my messed up state of mind. As disgusting as this may sound sex and masturbating don't feel very good anymore. Its like the drug took that magic away from my life and i rarely do eather of the two anymore. I just want to be normal again so bad but I feel like it will never happen, and that im going to be stuck as this diluted person that I am. I feel as if im just not as good as i used to be, and that life dosent even feel like its worth waking up for let alone living. I wont go and pull the plug on myself because Ive seen what comes of it to peoples familys and friends but each day seems more and more empty. To top it all off Ive ruined some of my friends lives because i introduced this crap to them. The ones that did it the most just aren't the same, the way they talk and act is totally different. Two of them dropped out of school and are wasting there lives with more drugs. This stuff has changed who I am and what I do. I wont get into some of what Ive done recently but needless to say it would make a mother cry. I dont have much more to say except dont do this stuff. If your thinking of doing this or what your friend tells you is "Acid" just dont. its not worth the mess and heartache. All I feel like I can do now is just try to live life and hope someday I can be normal again.