Someone, please reflect my thoughts and assure me that I am not alone in the universe now. Yesterday, and the day before... have been one insane walk into another world. I'm not sure yet as to whether or not I have returned to "life", or, if I am permanently in this baked state of... undescribable psychobable. I feel as though my entire life has been a lie and that I have had an illusion placed before me for all of these years.. and that I truely am an imbecile. I believed once, that I was different. Now I know that I truely am not special, nor more enlightened than the next man. I am an imbecile and a mentally retarded CRACK HEAD. Figure of speach, I haven't smoked crack yet. BUT MY BRAIN IS GLAZED AND I CAN'T RETURN TO SOBRIETY. IS THIS NORMAL?! SOMEONE HELP. I HAVE RETURNED TO THE STATE OF SPERM AND EGG. I WAS RAISED BY THE TV!? HELP ME. SOMEONE, ANYONE, ON THIS FORUM.. TELL ME!! IS THIS NORMAL!?! I ONLY SMOKED TWO NICK' SACKS AND I KNOW THIS CRAP WASN'T LACED. MY DADDY SMOKD IT TOO!!! HELP ME!!!! I DONT WANT TO LIVE LIKE THIS FOREVER.