Making long story short, we are getting married. We are planning a very private ceremony at home . We love each other but also have many "Marriage doubts" so to make us more relaxed and be sure that none of us will back off at the last minute we decided to take xanax 1 hour before the event. He is 6' 230# she is 5'6" 165#. What dose should we take, can we crash the pills and mix the powder with orange juice? Is it possible that we will get married against one's real will. For both of us it will be the first and probably last time we'll take benzo. Please advise. It's very important to us.