How does one go about obtaining this opiate-like confidence/peacefull energy naturally or with some kind of legal medicine. Im sure there is SOMETHING like it, where you dont have to worry about liver damage and addiction and all that. You see I am someone who used to do vicodin/percs all the time as an escape, I havent done them in quite a while, and I really dont plan to anymore. All they did to me was make me depend on them. It got to a point where they were like that drug from the movie Limitless, for me. I couldn't go to work without one. I don't want to go back to that. But lately you see I've been getting tempting. Just having a lot of dull moments and I always think to the awesome carefree relaxed person I was when doing those pills. How do I obtain similar feelings without them? ANYTHING?