Sally is like my mother who loves me and takes care of me . Our relationship is unlike any I have heard of with this plant . Most people say it is so weird but to me its like going home and snuggling in my safety blanket, all warm and soft. Sometimes the visions are kind of weird but either she is communicating through the visions or she is just being playful. A few moments after smoking salvia the first time I said " It's a cool green place and I've been here before . " and this is how it all began . Since then I have used salvia 50 times or maybe more . I also started growing salvia shortly after. its always diffrent but somehow the same . Its sort of like this but of course this cannot do it justice.... Every time I smoke salvia it’s only a matter of moments till its happening all over again. Shortly after I exhale I can sense the wave coming and I feel so foolish for having forgotten this magnificent thing… A heavy blanket falling from the sky through which I am submerged into another realm descends upon me. Pushing me down toward the ground, deep into a cool green place of salvation I commune with the spirit of her flesh. Like a loving mother she envelopes me with her stern wisdom. After snuggling through this strange blanket and emerging on the other side I can see the curtain of green dancing in the heavens. I walk on a strange black planet. I can best describe the place as being made of dark matter or what I would imagine dark matter to be like. It looks like empty black space but somehow it’s hard and I can stand on it. The dark space surface is often covered with “green translucent spirit grass” that sways like a meadow among the stars. It stretches out like a tall hallway through the cosmos. One side of the path is just space and stars. To the other side is a curtain of green making up a wall of the hallway from which the spirit of salvia seems to radiate. It looks a lot like the aura but the flowing screen can play with images like a movie. Often the scene that plays is of an animated child in blue corduroy overalls. The child has an innocent heart and takes pleasure from the simplicity of playing with toy soldiers, but visually he never has a toy. I stroll down the hallway with a wall of wisdom on one side and deep space to the other side while I talk with the salvia spirit. She gives me healing wisdom while important messages are transmitted visually on the curtain. Sometimes on a higher dose I am submerged and pushed by the curtain/blanket down into the floor of tall green translucent spirit grass. Usually I am able to see the surface and maybe sky. If I go fully into the grass, so deep the surface and sky merge, I am taken to a whole new level of experience. If I haven’t smoked enough they will stop short of each other. This is sort of like the other side to me and getting there is mostly dose dependant. If I am right on the edge an extra push on my part can make it happen. If the wall/sky touches together with the ground/ spirit grass I know things are about to get much more strange and intense. Once I get to this other side things are more random and overall I remember a lot less. Strange travels, becoming objects, and seeing odd scenes begins after the sky and ground touch. One strange vision was being the scaffolding on the construction site and observing my co workers walk on me. If I use salvia only to experiment things can often just get weird and seemingly pointless .Salvia can actually get mad if I am just there experimenting. It was ok just to drop in on her for no reason the first few times but now I know what is there and it’s my fault if I forget it. If I take salvia to ask questions or seek healing etc all of the visions seem to have great significance and she is happy to see me. The visions and revelations are so profound when it comes to healing I have not taken salvia to experiment for a couple years. Since I have not felt bad in that time I have had no reason to use it. If I am truly unhappy and hurting inside she heals me by giving me verbal insight into the situation. Sometimes after verbally helping me she sends this sort of pinwheel/ energy sphere through me. It is up to me to focus and meditate in just the right way to push this slowly rotating green pinwheel-sphere around every single inch of my body .Anything the tool touches is instantly healed. If the effects end and every portion of me have not had the wheel go through it those areas will fester and re-infect all my body. It must go through each portion of my physical body to heal/restore and if it gets all of me then I will remain healthy and happy long after the effects of the plant end. The healing effect has made salvia the most important thing in my life. Truly salvia is my salvation from the darkness of my own soul and the pain of the world. This relationship is the most important thing in the world to me. It goes so deep it blows me away. It will take me a long time to document all the things that have happened over the last 4 or 5 years but slowly it will all come together. One of the best visions came last year. I have not smoked salvia for nearly two years but regardless our relationship is flourishing. One summer night I was totally sober and had a dream. In this dream I walked into my yard to find my salvia plants are wilted, drooped over, and dieing. There is one stock that got so thirsty it turned brown and perished. When I woke up I immediately went outside and sure enough the plant looked the worst I have ever seen it. The same stock in the dream that had been dead was in the worst condition being the only stalk which had dropped all the way to the ground. I immediately began to water and soon as the water hit them I found myself saying in a strange high pitched child like voice” thank you , we love you!” I must have said it ten or more times before I realized I was saying anything at all. It was as if she was channeling right through my mouth. Oddly many of my experiences we talk and she answers questions like the logos. When smoking salvia to seek help for someone else the message can flow right out my mouth with her words becoming my words. This dream communication blew my mind.