I have heard oh so much about this drug called ecstasy. I have heard that it made you feel the best you could ever imagine. That it was like going to heaven and back. SWIM decided to take it and see what all this was about. Swim's first time was at a dance and I took about 1.25 pills of red stars. I took 3/4 of a pill and then about 2 hours later took another 1/2. All I feltwas that he was very open, could talk to anybody about anything, had no worries, and was overall feeling very content and preety happy. But, this wasnt living up to those expectations. I thought that it was a mind blowing expierience. I could still talk and communicate like he wasn't on anything. Then just tonight SWIM decided to take 2 pills total. I took one at around 9:00 PM and then took another one around 10:45. Again, I felt under the influence of something but not something that was truely amazing. I felt the same effects that I felt the first time. Is SWIM missing something here? Is SWIM not taking enough or are the pills just not very strong? After doing it SWIM can never fall asleep. It must be SWIM because a couple of my friends only took one pill the whole night and said they felt it preety strongly. This is what SWIM eat the entire day and at what time: 10:00 AM- 3 Pancakes, w/ strawberries and banana. 12:30 PM- Bag of Kettle Chips and a Wild Berry Crystal Geyser 5:30- 2 hot dogs and about 5 strawberries. SWIM can't figure out why I am not feeling the full effects of MDMA. When I am under the influence he doesn't feel speedy at all. SWIm just feels happy, sociable, and open, like he stated before. Thanks for reading this and please give me your best explanations.