So I have kind of a chronic back pain and body pain from stress, now my stress comes a lot from anxiety, panic attacks, depression, rage attacks stuff like that and nobody treated me, not even said that im depressed even tho you can clearly see it, anyway, Now i have been on "Cipralex" (Escitalopram) [more than a month], now my doctor switch to "Paxxet" (Paroxetine) [and honestly i saw that the strongest side effect is the "stop being sexually active".. 4 year gf and stuff...] ANYWAY, is there a SSRI which someone would recommend that is stronger effect than those two with less (atleast least) medication that i can offer to my doctor? Thanks! Now to the attacks, he prescribed me "Assival" (5mg, Diazepam), 5 minutes of being dizzy and thats it, told him, he switch to "Alfirlid" in english its "Xanagis" (0.5 Alprazolam, basically Xanax), now some times i take 2 pills because its week, sometimes i see that "Xanax bar" is 2MG so i tried to take 4 but still like almost nothing... and sometimes it comes that i take it more and more to keep myself calm all the time because the ssri doesnt work... and i don't want to call my doctor every 15 days as say yeah i need more and he will say "i gave you 50 pills for 50 days" or like see me as a junkie when i just want to calm the f down. So please, if anyone got any suggestion to which drugs i should take that hit you HARD (im not sniffing or something like that, just swallowing with supervision not to get addicted, i just want my head to be quiet for some time and just put it on mute) on the xanax side, and something more calming for long term insteal of pexxet. im scared to become addicted just to put my war in my brain on mute and take like 10 pills at the time just like SHUT UP ALREADY, sorry, thank you. -Y.O.