I has never done coke or any really hard drugs,only pot, shrooms, acid, k, e, and salvia. I has seen his ex girlfriend fuck up her life from coke, put a whole year of his life trying to save her. I am also watching his friends get heavy into coke and are turning into college dropout losers. swim HATES coke. yet he still wants to try it, basically to look at the monster in the face and say fuck u, im gonna do a whole gram by myself the first time and never touch it again, cuz its equivilant to beating coke in swim's mind. thoughts?