So awhile back i received from a freind a substantial amount of Adderall. Something along hte lines of 170 mg. For some reason i didnt end up doing it for a long time, it just sat in my room, which is actually rather weird for me because i fucking love speed. Wel yesterday i finaly got around to takign the stuff. My original plan was to take like 50-70 mg a day for a few days, however, after taking 60 mg at about 2 oclock, as i showed up for work as a lifegaurd I soon felt an urge to eat a few more. 2:00-Ate two 30 mg XR adderall. XR is essentialy extended release adderall, meaning that when yo take 60 mg of it, you do not get it all at first, it slowly absorbs into your blood giving you a steady long period of happy moods. 2:15-I begin to feel a bit anxious and twitchy. Unfortunately at this point i am on duty lifegaurding and will be stuck in a chair for the next 15 minutes. 2:30-I get down from the chair and go to see if there is any maintanence work to be done around the pool. I am feeling the beginings of a speed rush, something i am not used to geting with extended release adderall. 2:40-Help out the person in the snack bar. The business of doing this snackbar work is really enjoyable to me, as i am doing it i begin to get a full blown adderall rush. For those of you who dont know what this feels like, it is sort of like a surge of energy, mixed with a surge of a really good mood, and acompanied by shivering sensations throughout the body and a warm expanding feeling in my chest (a very pleasurable feeling). 3:00-I go out for a ciggarette and enjoy the rush which is still going rather strong, the ciggarette feels abnormaly good adding to the rush of the adderall. 3:45-At this point the first downside to using extended release adderall, the waves of intensity. Because the adderall is coated in beads, some which disolve at different rates then others, the feeling of the soeed tends to come on and off. It has been my experiance that there are normaly about three large peeks, followed by an extended feeling of being very "up" which lasts for a few hours making sleep impossible. Well anyways the first wave begins to wear off a bit and the rush subsides.I would not describe my mood at this point as depressed, because i still feel good, however i miss that rush i felt earlier. 4:00-I know that the experiance is nowhere near over, and that i still have quite a bit more tweekin to do, but something in my head tells me to keep pushing. So i decide to take two 10 mg XR pills, bringing my total up to 80 mg. 4:30-After going back up on another half hour of lifegaurding i go to a deck and read a book for school. I find myself underlining quite a bit of the text. The book, which is about the violent transition US went through when going from an agricultural society to an industrial one. The book, while normaly interesting, becomes absolutely fascinating to me, i tear through the rather long chapter, underlining everything i think i should know. I do all the underlining because i have noticed that my memory retention is not very good when im on speed. 4:50-I am feeling really good right now, no rushing feeling, but my mood is great, im feeling really productive, and im optomistic beyond what i can soberly imagine. However, deciding that today is going to be a tweek day i decide to take two more 10 mg Xr pills, brining my total up to 100mg. 6:00-I go back up on the stand to do anotehr 30 minutes of lifegaurding (at my work there are like 10 gaurds so i tend not to go up very often). At this point the last two pills i took are starting to take effect, tingles are going up and down my body, mostly concentrated in my head. It is very hot oustide, but for some reason i feel cold, in a way. No, i wasnt cold, my body was simply tingling all over, plus i was sweating rather profusively, which obviously cooled me down quite a bit. I also notice that i am become very very horny. I am normaly a pretty sexual person, but as im sitting up watching the swimmers, i begin to find almost every girl very attractive. All i could think about doing was fucking, so for those who say speed kills libido....well, bullshit. 8:30-Have dinner with family, talke anotehr 10 mg pill (110) I dont really have any apetite, but it has been my experiance that eating something helps the comedown. 9:00-Began writing a paper on the chapter i read during work today. Writing is not hard, but i am not very satisfied with the quality of the work. I probably would have been helped by the adderall when writing the paper had i not taken so much, but at this point i was jittery full of energy and i couldnt keep my thoughts together. 10:30-Finish the paper, considering taking what is left of my adderall,(60mg) but i decide not too because i will just be in my room, probably bored. But then a freind calls asking if i want to hang out, i say yes and decide taht i will indeed take what remains of the adderall, bringing my total up to 160 mg. 11:15-The effects of Adderall tend to be greatly diminshed when you ahve been up for awhile. The rush and euphoria felt when i took this same dosage earlier today was nowhere to be found. Instead i simply felt like i was maintining myself at the level i was at previously. I am still rather jacked up, and feeling really good, but my adrenaline glands are depleted and while im feeling very up, part of me is feeling exhausted. At this time my freind shows up and we smoke a few bowls. The high takes a very long time to come on, and as it does i notice that I am getting exceptionally high. Normaly when i get as high as i was at that point i am not quite able to function, when i try to express what im thinking i end up getting lost and forgeting what i was talkign about. However this time, though i felt rather stoned, i was still very aware and awake, due to the adderall. From this point two about 2:30 me and my freind walk around for awhile and smoke some mroe bowls. At about 3 am i return home and lay down, surprisingly enough i fall into a pseudo sleep, probably due to the weed. Basicly my body was so exhausted it was shutting down, as my mind was also doing, but i was not really alseep. I wake up from my "sleep" feeling mentaly,physicly and emotionaly exausted. As the morning goes on i am feeling worse and worse, no energy, completely out of it and a minor pain in my stomach. I decide that i am feeling this way due to my extreme tiredness and that i havent eaten very much in the last few days. So i get a bagel and 60 mg of adderall from a freind. I am trying to keep myself awake until about 10, at which point i will colapse in an exhausted heep on my bed. The time right now is 3:20 pm, i took the 60 mg a few hours ago and i am feeling its effects, not nearly what it was like when i took this amount yesterday, but whatever, im not as tired. I have a very weird feeling through my body right now, part tingling,part floating, and part focused. My lips are very chapped, and i feel some minor hunger pains, but hte thought of eating is sorta unapealing. After today i plan on going a two week sobriety period, try to nurse my body back into shape. Its not like a hurt it all that much though. My final milligram count is 220 mg in about 24 hours. It has been a rather long day and i am looking forward to getting some sleep. But for now i will just enjoy the speed and get some stuff done.