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Social - Why do tweakers feel the need to...

Discussion in 'Methamphetamine' started by OxyMormon, May 5, 2012.

  1. OxyMormon

    OxyMormon Silver Member

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    I don't know about anyone else out there who uses meth, but, my enchanted space hamster Zeb, when he tweaks, is almost compulsively drawn to various sites where he can watch, either live or recorded, other meth users in the process of using, either smoking or slamming or whatever...

    Does anyone else out there find that they feel the need to watch it? Or do it, themselves, live on camera with someone else? Or send others video clips of them doing it? Does anyone have any favorite sites that they use?
     
  2. dakota_girl

    dakota_girl Silver Member

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    my French poodle used to watch the show "Intervention" while getting spun... and LOVED when another meth user was on there - even that show didn't seem to be "true" - like, yeah they were using but it was staged or whatever. She still loves that show, but simply for her fascination with all things drugs, even after being clean.
     
  3. crushedice

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    yeeeeap, i pretty much love see/learn/hear about others getting spin / meth lifestory as well.
    either spin or not. though i dont feel the urge to watchh others do it...
    anything that has to do with dopeamphetamib i pretty much wana be all ears/eyes for.
     
  4. karma187357

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    watch porn...
    Seriously? Almost every tweaker AFOAF knows watches porn when they start getting high. She says that her boyfriend and her will watch porn and will the whole time they're high. Or until its time to go to work. One of the two
     
  5. OxyMormon

    OxyMormon Silver Member

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    Why stop there? With today's smartphones, you can watch porn AT work... Just buy one of those kickstand cases, prop it up, and voilà, you've got it. :)
     
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    Did I miss something? I didn't see anything in the OP that mentioned porn.
    The question was about watching others use meth, not sex.

    Even though there is a great deal of porn being watched by meth users.;)

    And watching one or the other are certainly different experiences!

    When I was still using meth daily, I HATED watching anything depicting other users using. I wasn't at all bothered in real life, in my circle. But due to the heavy smear campaign that often comes along with any shows regarding use of methamphetamine, I found myself usually turned off by what I saw.

    Firstly, because it was often over exaggerated, and never positive. I just didn't identify with what was depicted, and often felt disgusted if I thought I had sunk to the depths I was seeing on TV or online.

    Additionally, I can't watch anyone use needles.

    I think I mostly watched porn. lol.
     
  7. karma187357

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    Oh don't think it doesn't stop her...
     
  8. OxyMormon

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    I used to prop it on the dash of my car when I would go to the park for lunch. Haha. What a freak.
     
  9. karma187357

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    I believe the thread stated "why do tweakers feel the need to..."
    Just saying..

    karma187357 added 4 Minutes and 33 Seconds later...

    Naaahhh.. AFOAF says your probably not the only one. She says thatched will sit behind her desk at work and watch porn all damn day and download it on her phone too
     
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    My puppy likes to go onto "chatroulette" or "omegle" to video chat with other users, hopefully smoking, because watching people rail or slam is not very exciting, my puppy claims. = ) meeting other puppies from around the world, coming together with crystal.
     
  11. FluffyPinkElephant

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    I have been known to review my own video stash from time to time...but I think I need a damn videographer...I want to actually watch my eyes go and it is difficult to capture with a tripod because to be close enough to see one has to hold quite still and well....that doesnt happen...at all :p
     
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    This is true ONLY if the option to have REAL sexcapades is unavailable. Watching raunchy porn with someone else and doing whats on the tv is ALWAYS fun.
     
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    Yeah for serious...when all it takes is a quick touch to set you off, you bet your sweet ass I'm not gonna waste any time with watching porn...I'd rather grab the hubby and my cam and make my own lol
     
  14. cloud_nine

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    YES!
    I have the same odd obsession when I get high.
    I sometimes get so into recording myself smoking,or searching the web for meth related videos.
    I wish there was a live webcam chatroom site like stickam or tinychat where you could smoke meth with other people.There's a bunch for smoking weed but none for meth
     
  15. arrixthelonely

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    Hmm, that does sound interesting. I get really introverted when I get high most of the time and go into my own little world, but at the same time, I can get into an incredibly social mood, and yes, a tad lonesome as a result. :( There aren't many folks in my social circle I can smoke with and hang out, and by that I mean there aren't any. I know a few random users outside my immediate social circle, but they're not folks I want to spend a whole lot of time with, especially while on it. So that whole chat link thing sounds pretty cool actually. Let me know if you work something out with it. As you can probably tell, I'm in extrovert mode tonight. :)
     
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    Same here.I'm usually quite introverted most of the time and like you,I tweak by myself.I used to have a few people that I could chill and smoke with but they aren't around anymore so it does get kinda lonely sometimes.
    As for the whole chat thing,I do not know of any such places just yet where that is possible.haha.That's why i said it would be cool if there was:)
    But if anyone knows of such a place,let me know
     
  17. arrixthelonely

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    Well, it's at least nice to know I'm not alone in my alone-ness (as much sense as that makes :laugh:). But I definitely do get sucked into my own world and some serious hours will instantly melt away and I've been on it and at it for over 8 hours straight. I get some "human interaction withdrawls" at that point. Which is another reason I'm glad I joined DF finally. Human interaction, and better yet, with like-minded people who are doing the same thing.

    Speaking of that, I bet there's a way to set that up, it can't be too hard. What we'd need to find, I think, would be a chat/IM service that has the option not only to set up multiple private chats with whomever the user desires, but video chat capabilties as well. And they'd have to integrate into the chat setup somehow.

    Wow...... just re-read that and realized there was a much better and shorter way to say all that: Try video conferencing. Yikes, "tweak type" clearly in full effect.
     
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    SWIM has videoed her self doing it more than once just to see how bigger clouds she gets or what she looks like with the pip. She also likes to learn about the drug and EVERYTHING associated with it. She watches videos of others and how to make different bongs and looking at peoples tumblrs. SWIM also likes to take photos of her pipe, stash, tools, tweak box, burners and bongs she has made and save photos of other peoples tumblrs or facebooks.

    That sounds so weird she must have issues lol but SWIMS favourite website is deffs this one and Tumblr :)
     
  19. arrixthelonely

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    Not as weird as you'd think. I have friends (DF friends, but friends nonetheless) who I've got on cam with to "compare clouds". It's fun, and its cool to converse in the process as well.
     
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    I absolutely HATE to see someone using now, even seeing someone snort something in a movie give me the heebie jeebies and makes me jones a lil bit. And to see someone smoking meth on intervention??? No thank you!!! I was laying in bed watching tv once and happened across that while waiting for my hubby to come to bed......oh my GOD i was breathing with them, watching them smoke it til i realized how worked up i was getting and quickly switched it.

    That being said, while actively using, i didnt really get off on watching myself snort lines, but smoking meth is just sort of idk..."sensual" or some shit. I used to like to smoke in front of a mirror and make the biggest whitest clouds of it i could.....or take a giant hit and blow it in a glass or pop bottle and watch it come creeping out. Its just the biggest whitest smoke.....*shudder*

    Shit i still freak out when i watch frost crack back on a car window. LOL