Part 1: So, a little backstory first. I'm very interested in drugs since chilhood. My favorite one(though it's a relationship of love and hate) is Cannabis. I've been consuming it almostly daily, multiple times a day, for the last 8 years. I also have a love for psychedelics, my first dosage a few years back was 350mcg of LSD. I still use them from time to time, but with longer intervals. I don't mean to be arrogant, but I also believe I have some kind of resistance to drugs. I've seen friends getting desperate on 2grams of mushrooms, but I have taken 9g, been through hell and back and still mentally intact. Part 2: About a year ago I was diagnosed with depression and put on Lexapro 20mg. It helped for while, still kinda helps but not too much, so he put me on Whellbutrin 150mg and I gotta say I've been feeling fine. I started tapering Lexapro today, my plan is to reduce 2.5mg every week, ending up free from it after 8 weeks. Part 3: Maybe part 1 and 2 don't make much sense, but I felt the need to add some context. Well, a couple of day ago(28/feb) I got my hands on 4 boxes(120 pills) of clonazepam 2mg. Since them one box is gone, second box still has 24 pills, which means I consumed 36 pills(or 72mg) in 4 days. This seems clearly to be a slippery slope and I was too arrogant to believe all the warnings over the internet. Therefore I tightly packed my last 2 box and am keeping the remaining 24 from the second box on my medicine cabinet in case it become necessary. I don't want to abuse this stuff anymore. Just as an example, last night from 2AM to 9AM I consumed 22mg of clonazepam along with a bottle of wine. Part 4: Now I'm in complete doubt. Despite the short time term I've used them, the doses seemed quite large. How should I proceed now? Simply stop taking them? Will I have potentially fatal withdrawals? Or even withdrawals at all due to the short frame? Should I taper them off? I don't like this idea because it makes me feel like I'll just be getting more dependant on it. What should I be looking for in case I'm having a lethal withdrawal? Drop a pill? Go to a hospital(hard since no health plan nor decent public hospital around). What should be my plan to get rid of this stuff? I really appreciate those who have taken their time to read and reply to this. Thanks.