5 hours since my last hit is usually when I start to feel the chills and the lethargy. It's 10:15 PM and I'm just getting ready to go to bed. Have some hoots, then put on pjs and wash my face. Think about anything that needs to be done tomorrow, and then write it down.
Today I had a few hits when I was getting ready in the morning,and then I had a few again when I was at home in the afternoon for a couple hours. Took my hits on the way out the door, around 4:45. Then I went out again to get my nails done; afterwards meeting with a friend. Now I'm home and I'm going to use. Wouldn't it be crazy if I just didn't?
I could take my dose of trazadone and seroquel to fall asleep, double it if it doesnt work, and then wake up tomorrow and see how I feel.
The last two grams I bought lasted me ages. Like over a week, I think. This last time I picked up was only two days ago and its half gone. I hate that I never know what kind of stuff I'm gonna get. Is it gonna be any good. What's in it, anyway? Short acting fent? Extended release fent? Heroin? Why is it sometimes gold colored, and other times I get bubblegum pink or light purple?
Meth addiction seemed so much more simple compared to a down habit.