Good morning thank God for another day right? What’s the 1st thing u do when waking up? Miraculously mine isn’t picking up and hitting my “pookie” but I do check all my social media accounts (Reddit, Quora) I also check on the forums I’ve joined through the Dark web, anyone here on PITCH, or DREAD?
Yesterday someone asked on REDDIT: If you were to go back to the 1st day u did drugs would u have done them? My answer was fuck no They commented: it’s not like u weren’t warned about the dangers ♀️ Really? I didn’t know about the dangers tbh, not everyone grew up around drugs or having family members on them (until I came along I must be like the black sheep of my family on both sides!) so no I wasn’t aware of the dangers of taking 1 hit off of the meth pipe and instantly liking it So...
Like it’s not bad I’ve lived in way worse situations and don’t get me wrong my bf is awesome (after 4 years though…) but I lack the motivation I once had to do anything with my life so this is what I’ve become a woman with NOTHING and no purpose in this life?! everyday it’s a battle, I know Karma is real and I figured after all the bad shit that’s happened to me that I’ve paid my dues to it but apparently it’s not done fucking me?! If only i had ppl around me to understand me to get me out...
Another day in this shit hole (ok it’s not a shit hole, I’ve lived in way worse places and under worst situations) it’s a shit hole bcuz I’m tired of using! God knows I am!
