hi
(im not perfect with english but im preety comunicative i that languege)
Im strugeling with addiction a half of my life. im 37.Started with marihuana and amphetamine. Now im addicted to opioid painkillers. Im on a stage that i talk freely about it and i admit that i have a an addiction. I let my freedom to higher power couse im too weak to handle myself. But im starting to forgetting it (20.09.22). Im starting getting proud like i have a reason.
I take one, sometimes two pills of oxycodone in a week. 10mg. 3 times a week i take unprescripted pills with 15mg of codeine. Once a 2 weeks i take codeine 240mg in one time.
Not even mention about ciggarets and CBD weed.
I live with my moms. She is controling my lorazepam and codeine pills. She is addicted in my addiction. I forgot the word. Im not feeling addicted to lorazepam. I think i take it responbility way.