NOTE: The initial journal description will not be edited, I want it to reflect exactly where I was before the first entry. I will add additonal edits If I mange to grow, please let me grow.
Unfortunately this ISNT the journal of a recoveirng entheogen/hallucinogen etc user, you should try and find one of those, it would be a lot more interesting than mine.
TLDR: Traumatized intensely magical idiot needs to juggle attempts at socialzing for first time in many years with recovering from depression, social anxiety, low-level opiate usage and likely low-level brain damage; with becoming an eletrical engineer to follow his dream of working on brain-machine interfaces in the hopes of improving brain scanning tech so we can create better treatment for those with Cluster B disorders in particular. <<< That's my weird path to becoming a healer without driving myself insane in the process..showing love from a distance.. unfortunately I am going insane becasue this path requires an IQ I currently don't have and very likely will not ever have.