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Back in 2002 i begun methadone threatment. i was an child. Stay there till 2021. No intreruptions.
At about 20 mg, or sometimes 40-60mg all this time. And maybe 100mg when i was in France.
Day 4-5, day 7, 11 was worst. I could not work even on chair in my house.
First night zero sleep, second night 2 hours, and then 3-4 hours on night.
An good 2 months for an better sleep.
Breathing problems in detox, when i inhale large air quantity i cought. Like lungs was not working at full capacities before. Blood test saw that i have some infection in detox. Maybe because i use aircon a lot.
At 1 month i could not stand in my foots in supermarket.
At 6 months blood pressure was 16/11. Only check it at 6 months, not before.
Now at 9 months i have maybe 10/7 blood pressure. It begun dropping after 6 months, and better after i quit cigars.
No clonidine, nothing to help detox.
Stomach- diahreea for months, loose stools even at 9 months.
I hear some sounds DAILY in my stomach that never hear before. After i eat something its like battle guns in my stomach: bum bum bum bum( It destroy me when this appear.
After maybe 1 month i see that my neck is stuck. And i have some pain in back.
Turn out i have 2 cervical hernia disk in neck, spondilosis in back and other in lombar>))
Now i do exercices with magnets, electricity, push up etc to gain my muscle.
At about 1 months i saw some eye problems.. I have astigmatism, supose to use glasses all my life...who knew.
Anxiety was extremly high about 6-7 months. Depression the same.
Testosterone was full in first months, now i think its lower even with liftings some small weights( because hernia disk problem, only 2 kg weight allowed).
As an conclusion, now im chill all the time, no sweat... I sweat even in winter. Now i do lifting 2 hours and zero sweat... ITS AWSOME.
Now i breath better... now i walk even 2 hours... I walk every day even 5-6 km without a sweat.
Excepting cervical, lombar problems, eye problem, stomach not well yet, im good.
Its was an long ride.....wife was supportive like 70%.
If i do it anyone could.
COLD turkey nicotine is like an joke compare to methadone.
Also zero craving for methadone from first day will 280 day, same for cigars.