My fentanyl WD. Done this time...but extremely frustrated by this long half life fentanyl

Thank you ever andyone in here for your support, it truly means alot to me. I was hoping to come in here mid next week to post about how I made it through 14+ days and was starting to feel better, atleast physically...regarding the WDs ..and to thank everyone on here for their kind words and support. Unfortunately that isn't the case. I made it to 8 days and fucked up. 192+ fucking hours and gave in, like the absolute fucking idiot I am. When normally, by day 8, my physical WDs are starting...

Been planning on this Monday being my day to kick. Been absolutely scaring the shit out of myself dreading it...knowing my WDs will suck but need to get off. Hour 32. Ok, background...been using fent since 2016. Since then I have done a CT, & a few medical detoxes. My daily usage in all those years has not really deviated from 1-1.5 g/day (idk how it hasn't gone up, but it hasn't. Must've just got stronger shit as time went out but my amount never moved up. Always been intranasal.) My...