Starting Over

yep fuck this shit today

Well im sure you know!

Quickly vomited on some paper my blurbs of life Im currently working through nothing that important, just how Im seeing currently..... addiction is in the other one.

Just a intro to my blurp of reality on a side note a bit of positive and a way to keep myself in check by upkeeping and hoping i can get the help of the general consortium to give me feedback all is welcome good bad and ugly!!

I am at like my limit with the bs life is throwing at me, i cant seem to stop using no matter what i dont even like to use the shit anymore my veins aint working smoking it isnt in the books for me here i cant and then i only got one usable hand for holding a rig to slam, and then my veins are hardening. This is the worst i sound drunk all the time like my speech is slurry constantly its fucking horrible. Yet here i am about to do some at 1am because i havent got to today and im on the...

Self reflection, relearning to be self reliable.

Cluster fuck of thought on the addiction, the mental health, the taper, the methamphetamines grip on one poor saps life, the beginning of a journey through what is gonna be a tale of ups downs and all arounds, gonna take it to the way back and to the present, gonna be a where i came from where im at and how the fuck am i gonna go anywhere next. This is the intro to the Adderall Alley and Meth Mountains, a map if you will on how one finds themselves there. ==And some solid advice==

Beginning of my exitting this nonsense while trying to not take a turn for the worst.