As I've gotten worse, a new world made itself clear to me. The ones who don't fit in, the crazy people, the drug addicts, the suicide... And I've noticed how sick and twisted the "normal" world really is, the hypocrisy of what the norm demands, how what is promoted doesn't align with the actions. I'll journal my experiences with the mental health system, family, friends, and society as I make my way in this world.
Trigger warnings: substance abuse, cocaine, xanax and alcohol addiction, suicidal thoughts, self-harm.