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Mdpv- too experienced- interactions and lack thereof

Subject: 45kg female. ~Twenty 13 years of age.

Hx: binge use of methylphenidate, phendimetrazine. occasional recreational use of mixed amphetamine salts. just doesn't get cocaine- less so now that she's on a prescription med that blocks it (and methamphetamine, and MDMA) entirely.

Rx: bupropion, oral contraceptives, topiramate, potassium chloride, ranitidine, tiotropium bromide, albuterol.

T+0 (3:30) night 25mg magical dancing panty vanisher via IV (has been stored improperly over the past few days and is likely overweight. Body load comparatively non-existent, but the chem has already gotten our subject shipwrecked on a mission to reorganize h/or/sh/it/’s entire sprawling lab into something a bit less Trainspottingesque. She gets little further than returning the RC to proper storage and the disposable dildo of death to its temporary holding cell before she is drawn to the idea of putting together a totally innocuous skin-care-and-healing kit to keep atop her living room dresser.
T+0:15 Lanolin and glycerin are obviously additions to Vit E and hydrocortisone crème. But all this stuff is in the bathroom and she is seriously wondering where all of her makeup has gone, and half her toiletries. She knows she has a motherload of virgin cosmetic sponges somewhere, and these will be so much nicer for applications of poultices and cleanings of angry veins than will the 25 cents per gross cotton swabs she’s grabbed.
T+1Honestly, though, she only came out of the living spaces to grab the no-rinse hospital foam, lanolin, glycerin. But then her essential oils beckoned, begging her to mix up a bruise-healing oil that could be used sparingly to great effect in a warm soak of epsom salts and/or common botanicals.
Effects on the cardiovascular system scarcely evident, particularly as evidenced by minimal pupil dilation. Will need to check BP or at least HR to confirm how minimal. Possibly related to recent use of dopamine-antagonist quetapine.

T+2 Just finished T+1 report. HR definitely elevated @ 104 and usually runs in the high 70’s. This subject reports a common trend of elevated HR and BP while researching this chemical in the past. However, with borderline hypotension (90/60) as her “status quo”, she has only displayed objectively high blood pressure (as the scienticians call it) on two occasions while researching this substance. These were both situations of inordinate stress.
T+3 Scared this crappy new version of Word is going to eat the report, the our hapless researcher does the only thing she knows how to do. She starts posting it incomplete. HR 96.

T+3:15 Why not head on over to the 24hr. pharmacy to do a B/P check?

Oh, yeah. Because normal business hours start in 15 minutes.

T+4:00 Now the pupils dilate. Perhaps the effects of the previous evening's quetapine/ benzodiazapene mix waning? Could it even be a farewell from the 175mg aspirin taken ~T time?

Don't know, back to the first project of the evening.

T+ 7.00 getting sleepy and tweakish, but time to get going with the day, so subject pops nutraceuticals (TBA) and 100mg seroquel, and prepares. . . 30mg mdpv with ascorbic acid for IdiotsaVantous (ed- I think my original intention was to write "intravenous" but really- what's the difference?) administration.

T+7.05-7.30 Misses goddamn shot, gacks up the solution (suspension?), refilters it into MDPV Code Yellow up through a fresh new 29g terumo. Victory is too easy.

Now to get on with her day, collecting the mininotepads she needs throughout which are scattered the phonenumbers of those she can call for a ride, lists of the places she needs to go, bus tokens/deadhead cab driver's card for a cheap fare to the food pantry, but first she's gotta check noaa.gov for the weather. So she pops online to check and- recalling that this is an experience report- utilizes the second-hand function in the date and time icon to check her pulse. Which is, holy crap, 29 x 4.

T+7.30 HR 136, totally discombobulated. Scatterbrained but with an agenda. . . at least no longer sleepy.

Perhaps it's time to munch on a crumb of losarten, lack of sphygniometer* be damned.

+8.30 If our subject doesn't get off her duff soon, she's definitely going to have to come up with a differently game plan for the day.
HR down to 118.

+8.45 Subject forceably switches off computer and heads out into the world, whatever that may entail. Oops, must put on pants first. Wouldn't want any Fnord-style excitement in this state.

Epilogue: T+12 years Note: MDPV has a very long half-life and if one is using it several times a day, that accumulates. Lack of sleep may account for some of the the psychosis, but hallucinations and paranoia that appear after your first shot after one's just been released from care and haven't used in weekslearly not caused by lack of sleep. About two months before before the 2009 trip repost was published, the subject began developing stimulant psychosis. First it was just visual and small- bugs. Then the sirens (I'm sure anyone who has had IV stimulant psychosis is familar with the sirens that appear out of nowhere 5 seconds after depressing the plunger) There were a lot of welfare checks. The audial and visual hallucinations were terrifying, the subject at one time hallucinated that hee much shorter half-lover apartment company had hired people to toss her around in her apartment. There were A LOT of imaginary police outside the door. The sounds of the landscaping crew behind the apartment became a low-idling helicoptor trying to sneak a peak through the cracks were the winder coverings didn't quite reach. Some of the voices were friendly/benign though. A couple of times she got phone numbers from them. They called her cute and funny on a couple of occassions.

SHe developed a fear of the routines of the needle exchange, and was dropping all sorts of non-needle stuff containing drug residue into her sharps box. One time she was afriad to come out to meet the exchange guy and had to receive her delivery through an option window in in the alley behind her house.

After MDPV became C-1 in the US. Note: They chemicals below half-lives than MDPV, leading to shorter episodes of psychosis, now distinguishable from schizophrenia SHe ordered something called Z-something. Sometimes she was even afraid to access the sharps box in her closet after injecting and (elevated paranoia after a new dose) because the "drones" might see through a crack in the window covering. There was one point- not during MDPV but during a nother RC stimulant- when she'd just drop them under the laundry pile near the closet. a-PPP was less damaging, but it did cause some sort of seizure (?) in larger doses. SHe as able to reach for the sharps box but unable to loosen her grip to drop it in the sharps boxes. The positive compared to MD-ppp that- as I recall- subject was able to actually able to throw her needles in the sharps box. Tried A-pvp, subejct recalls very little, not much different from a-PPP. Tried 2-FA it had very little effect- certainly nothing as a stimulant

The subject went to rehab twice, mostly for this reason (and to hopefully salvage some veins for medical purposes). It's so easy to see the psychologically/ psychiologically addictive process when it comes to injecting drugs that carpet bomb one's dopamine system. There's absolutely no reason to continue injecting every 15 minutes, but one's dopamine receptors seem to be telling one that it's neccessary to have the more more more. Until they break and go crazy.

This is the real moral of the story: these drugs, and MDPV inparticular, can literally drive you crazy. Because the florid psychosis may last much longer than it takes for the the drug to theoretically leave your system (espiecially if you've been hitting it every 15 minutes or) it can easily be confused with legitimate schizophrenic psychosis. If you have serious mental health issues to begin with I highly recommend avoiding MDPV your life depends on it. Once your trigger psychosis, that bell can never be completely unrung. My subject says she hasn't had florid psychosis since she quit the unauthorized stims in 2013, but she is much more hypervigilant (read: paranoid) than ever before and experiences hallucinations from every medicines that lists that as a potential adverse reaction.